Thank you~ My first message in ages! (^ω^)
Aerial View of Hong Kong
This is retrospectively dedicated to my ex. Except I will never do anything for you again.
Easy come, easy go
That’s just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should’ve known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is…
I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I’d do anything for you
Oh, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won’t do the same
Black, black, black and blue
Beat me ‘til I’m numb
Tell the devil I said “Hey” when you get back to where you’re from
Mad woman, bad woman
That’s just what you are
Yeah, you smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car
"When you forgive yourself, you are not pretending as though it never happened. On the contrary, you are acknowledging that your actions have consequences. But the consequences need not include self-inflicted negative feelings.
Not forgiving yourself is like picking at an open wound; you are only making a bad situation worse. The wound is already there, but you do have control over your reaction to it, and you can stop it from getting worse.
If you can forgive yourself when you make a mistake, it becomes easier for you to address the consequences of your action in a productive way.”
For more time than I can count, I have been trample and discarded by those I had affection for, the consequences of which are not only terrifying but destructive to me.
On one hand, the natural desire for human to form a connection to others makes life in solitude unbearable. My life is hollow and meaningless if there is no one to share it with. On the other, my vulnerability will stem from my dependency on others.
Is it worth the risk? After so many failed attempts, do I still dare try? Or do I return to the creation of fictitious satisfaction and walk this journey alone? Is there even a choice to be made?
Please let me forget you. Get out of my head, get out of my life. I want to claw out of my own skin just so I can escape.
Senseless and illogical it may seem, my mind does not wallow in anger or frustration. The epicentre of my horror is the memories of us together, the remembrance of my once cherished thoughts, our promises, our devotion. Each time I am reminded of moments and words we will never share again.
All that remains are unanswered questions. How did you turn such beauty into cruelty? Such innocence into evil? My mind is consumed by these thoughts, the thoughts that are eating me away from the inside.
I don’t want to be reminded of you, to think of you, because you don’t deserve a second of my time. I wish you never existed. Why did you have to come into my life?
Shek O, Hong Kong
Often Hong Kong is perceived to be a modern metropolis, the areas frequented by tourists are usually confined within the urban space. Little do they know, Hong Kong also has a vast area of green space and plenty of beaches.
Half an hour by mini bus from my flat is Shek O, my favourite beach. the sand is soft and sun is shining. Have a couple beers, do some bodyboarding and round it off with a barbecue. Now that’s a good day.
The equilibrium of all is my delicate shelter of peace, inhibited by my tortured soul. In the eye of a storm, the past is frivolous and the future is trivial. The mind is oblivious while the surroundings rage on. Nonchalant, I cast away my doubts and apprehension.
This is my inner sanctum: a place of retreat, a place to breathe. How long will it last? The fall back into abyss is never far away, my nightmare awaits.
nice blog cutie ^^
Causeway Bay, Hong Kong
Hustle and bustle, this is the centre of it all. At $3,017 per square feet, it is the most expensive retail location in the world. This is the place to be, there is the Fashion Walk which is my favourite place to shop, there are enough restaurants here for someone to eat at a different place every day for a year. The pedestrian crossing in front of Sogo just off the picture is the busiest crossing I have ever seen, when the light turns green, it means one thing, let the battle commence!
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